When I look back on the moments of my life, there are too many moments where I didn’t speak up. Out of shame, out of fear of the repercussions. So rather than write to one person, I’ll write to all of you from the period of my life where my worth, and my character were attacked from so many different angles, and so many different people, both male and female.
The night I lost my virginity was not my choice, but somehow you and everyone you told made me feel like it was. I can’t count how many times I said no but after several warm shots in your basement, and a completely intoxicated mind, I gave in. You had to have known I didn’t want it, it wasn’t bad enough that you took advantage of my naivety. You had to tell everyone. You fucking suck dude, and your dick is small. I forgave you a long time ago… but for the record… and to the girls who in the aftermath labeled me a slut for the rest of high school, I’m sorry you were all too insecure about yourself to come to me directly and give me the chance to share my side of the story. It’s not my fault your boyfriends thought I was cooler and prettier than you. I hope your children are nicer and more supportive of other women than you were.
Love, Bad Bitch Celly

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