I have always “spoke the fuck up” and where has it gotten me? Single, lonely, depressed, suicidal, and only surviving, not even thriving. I think you should be able to STOP thriving when you choose. Instead, we have to wait. We don’t ask to be brought into this world, why do we have to stay?
Friends and others on the outside would say, because “you’re an inspiration” “you’re a fighter, why stop fighting now?”
I can’t read this aloud here, because I won’t get the help that I need. We live in a world where mental HEALTH doesn’t matter!! So I’ll stop writing now. If you feel the same feelings, know that you aren’t alone and it’s OK to not be OK.
You’re stronger than you know.
- Anonymous
